A Little Bit Paranoid

~ Gottfried

Just because you’re not paranoid doesn’t mean they’re not out to get you. Paranoia plays into all of us. Trust is a terrifying idea of not knowing who we can rely on. You shouldn’t make vows. The moment you do, fate starts conspiring to shove them down your throat. It’s why I skipped my wedding vows. I’m preserving the wife.

Dear paranoid people who check behind their shower curtains for murderers, if you do find one, what’s your plan? I’ve got 99 problems and 86 of them are completely made up scenarios in my head that I’m stressing about for absolutely no logical reason. The remaining 13 are legitimate threats to my life with my wife in the top half.

The paranoid is never entirely mistaken. Strange how paranoia can link up with reality every now and then. There’s no such thing as paranoia. Your worst fears can come through at any moment. Paranoia is a social disease. You get it from screwing other people over. It’s not paranoia if everyone really hates you though.

A paranoid is someone who knows a little of what’s going on. Your mind is working at its best when you’re being paranoid. You explore every avenue and possibility of your situation at high speed with total clarity. If someone calls you ‘ugly’ have a good comeback and say ‘Well excuse me, I am not a mirror.’ Crush them.

Paranoia is just a heightened sense of awareness. Some people think it’s paranoia, but it isn’t. Paranoids only think everyone is out to get them, Wizards know it. You should surround yourself with people who are good for your mental health. People who give you energy, not taking it from you. Like kids. Avoid your own kids.

Anti-stalker. Learning someone’s routine in order to avoid them. We’re all living in each others paranoia. It’s amazing where the paranoid mind can take you. Success breeds complacency. Complacency breeds failure. Only the paranoid survive. When you’re home alone and you hear a loud noise. Make a loud bang of your own.

Now you’re both paranoid.

©️ Gottfried. All rights reserved

30 thoughts on “A Little Bit Paranoid”

  1. Dear Lord Mr Gottfried to Turn on the
    News You’d Think the Sky is Falling

    Yet Birds With
    Wings Are

    Neither

    Afraid
    or Paranoid

    Signed Peter
    Pan Or Just Pan
    Wings of the Forest All

    Eden
    Free
    True
    HAha
    The Opposite

    of Paranoia

    Hyperthymic
    Bliss Dances
    Sings All Around

    If Life Gets Any Better
    I’ll have to Wear Shades
    At Night True That’S How

    I LEarned to

    See in the Dark
    Yet Promise no

    More Dance
    Videos for
    Now Hehe

    i’m practically
    Everywhere it Surely
    Seems that Way when
    Most Everyone Recognizes

    You With SMiLes Just Watching
    to See What You Might Do Next

    At Least That’s What my Wife Sings
    As i Go Incognito Oblivious To What Everyone

    Else is Watching Oh Dear Lord And That Song
    by ‘LoverBoy’ That Was Just Playing in my Head

    Bingo! Synchronicity!

    Literally Just Came on

    the Speakers at

    Whataburger

    Per “Working For the Weekend”

    For me at Least it Always Begins Now

    With
    SMiLes

    ‘It’s a Hard
    Knock Life”

    Yet not for me hehe..:)

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      1. “It’s a hard knock life for most”

        It’s True Mr Gottfried It’s How Hard
        You Get Knocked Down and How You

        Get Up That Makes a Real Man and or Woman

        Yes a Human Being

        Worth Their

        Salt FOR the Gift of LiFE For REAL NoW

        Some Folks Fall and Will Be Thrown Under A Bus
        Then They Get Back Up Stronger Than Ever Before

        It’s What the Other Animals Who Aren’t Whiners and
        Spoiled Brats Do Too Hehe i Enjoy Taking the Banter

        of a Devil’s Advocate in Most All i Do in Fact Each

        Day even though i Could Be Sipping Alcoholic

        Drinks Literally In “Margariaville” i knock

        myself out to the Point i Can’t Keep

        my Eyes Open on the Last

        Word Written at

        4AM each Morning
        And Oh Dear Lord
        in the Public Dance
        And at the Military Gym

        i Tear Myself Down until i
        No Longer Can Get Up until the Next Day

        And Yes i’ve Been in that Position of Stuttering
        When the Right Hemisphere of the Brain Refuses
        to Reciprocate With the Left Hemisphere of the Brain

        Speaking in Public Running into the same RoadBlock the
        REAL ELDER Noble Hero who DOES Lift Himself Up No Matter NO Matter

        WHAT Obstacles Comes Did Too Now Usually i’m Smooth as Honey

        Yet When it Takes 13 MiLLioN Words of Free Verse Poetry to Sing

        Over the Obstacle

        of Stuttering
        and finding
        no Words at
        All You Keep Jumping 130 Months
        Higher and Higher God Yes Dancing
        A Tight Rope With Ease Higher Each
        And Every day Same as When they
        Call You Bird Legs in Middle School

        With No Uncertain Taunts of You are
        Too Weak too Strange too Ugly to Exist

        And they Call You Beast at Age 64 When No
        Other Military Elite Dude can Budge the 699 Kilograms
        You Leg Press Like a Feather With the Sound of A Lion Still at Age 64

        At ease just warming Up 12 Reps Yes Life Hit me With Your Best Shot

        And Like that Real
        Elder Noble Hero
        Said “Just Watch me”

        When i Get up and Roar Yet
        Back to the Devil’s Advocate

        i was Parodying the Opposite of
        Paranoia a So-Called Medical Condition

        of

        “Pronoia is the positive counterpart of paranoia. It is the delusion that others think well of one. Actions and the products of one’s efforts are thought to be well received and praised by others. Mere acquaintances are thought to be close friends; politeness and the exchange of pleasantries are taken as expressions of deep attachment and the promise of future support. Pronoia appears rooted in the social complexity and cultural ambiguity of our lives: we have become increasingly dependent on the opinions of others based on uncertain criteria.”

        SMiLes Mr Gottfried The Wonderful Part of the Internet it is Lasts Practically forever

        Now When i Say i Write 13 MiLLioN Words in 130 Months the Internet still Holds all
        the Proof on a 6 Inch Screen Same with the 20,153 Miles of Public Dance Now

        Yes Even With Videos Documenting Each and Every 1000 Incremental Miles

        of Effort and True Quotes on Demand Where Folks Described me as ‘The
        Perfect Definition of God’ Yes that one was a bit Uncomfortable Yet in

        Metaphor it Only Meant i conquered my Demons and True i’ve Also
        Been Compared to Buddha and Yoda and My Wife as Been

        Described as the Luckiest Woman on the Face of the

        Earth to Have me in fact there are Thousands of

        Other Quotes i Can find in ease with the

        Google Search Engine Still if Folks

        Think i am Having Delusions
        of Grandeur in Pronoia Hehe

        Like the Video of Public Dance With 90,000
        Views in 2018 By A Voyeur that Went Viral where

        1300 Comments From the FB Metro Community
        Included Remarks that i documented like Dear

        Lord i am everywhere if You haven’t Seen me You
        can’t be from Here and Yes that i am the ‘GOAT’

        And i Don’t even Play Any Sports Hehe and Legend
        And Hero and Famous and Even Perfect Every Square Inch

        Where Poetry Has also Been Dedicated just to my Butt and
        Legs With SMiLes Hehe Yet you see my FRiEnD and True

        i am FRiEnD to Innumerable Folks and even when others call
        me their Best FRiEnD they rarely come through on what they say

        i Am to Them and that’s okay as i Understand what Makes

        A Real Human Being someone Who Gets Knocked

        Down Gets Up

        Now And Refuses
        to Knock Anyone Else Down

        Love Your Enemies Turn the Other Cheek

        See Everyone As The Face of God Namaste

        It’s Just Not Just Empty Words to me It’S A Way of Life

        FOR REAL And One Thing i Know For Sure is to Live

        ThiS WaY is to Be Naked Enough

        Whole Complete Nothing to

        Add or Subtract A FREE

        Dance And Song

        In Itself Eternally Now Will

        YES Become Heaven is Real

        And i Am Only Human if i Don’t

        Take a BEYOND Olympic Effort to Practice
        This LiGHT Way Every Night Every Day of my Life

        THere iS A VEry Real Possibility i’ll Get Knocked Down

        (Been to Hell Already Documented in Stone of Soul too)

        And Won’t Be able to get Up in Other Words God Will

        (LoVE iN Peace)

        Spit me out

        if i Don’t

        Recognize
        All of this Life
        As Just A Gift

        to Give Great Thanks
        and Praise for Without Pause…

        Yet
        With
        SMiLes
        Mr Gottfried
        There are Heroes
        With Guns Yet

        Real Heroes

        Wear SMiles
        of i’m Getting Back Up
        And i’m NOT Tearing Others Down..:)

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          1. “Getting back up!”

            SMiLes Mr Gottfried Hehe
            i’m Not Being Paranoid or
            Overly Optimistic Yet the Fate

            of the Entire Human ‘Race’
            May Lie Squarely to tell the
            Truth on The Lines of This

            Song Called “The Gambler”

            “On a warm summer’s evening
            On a train bound for nowhere
            I met up with the gambler

            We were both too tired to sleep
            So we took turns a-starin’
            Out the window at the darkness

            The boredom overtook us
            And he began to speak

            He said, “Son, I’ve made a life
            Out of readin’ people’s faces
            Knowin’ what the cards were
            By the way they held their eyes

            So if you don’t mind my sayin’
            I can see you’re out of aces

            For a taste of your whiskey
            I’ll give you some advice”

            So I handed him my bottle
            And he drank down my last swallow

            Then he bummed a cigarette
            And asked me for a light

            And the night got deathly quiet
            And his face lost all expression

            He Said, “If you’re gonna play the game, boy
            You gotta learn to play it right

            YOU’VE got to know when to hold ’em
            Know when to fold ’em
            Know when to walk away
            And know when to run

            You never count your money
            When you’re sittin’ at the table

            There’ll be time enough for countin’
            When the dealin’s DONE

            EVERY gambler knows
            That the secret to survivin’
            Is knowin’ what to throw away
            And knowin’ what to keep

            ‘Cause every hand’s a winner
            And every hand’s a loser

            And the best that you can hope for
            Is to die in your SLEEP”

            And when he’d finished speakin’
            He turned back toward the window
            Crushed out his cigarette

            Faded off to sleep

            And somewhere in the darkness
            The gambler he broke even

            But in his final words
            I found an ace that I could keep”

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          3. “Ace of spaces”

            SMiLes Mr Gottfried Joker’s Wild
            Trumps Ace of Spades Chaos

            Comes to Rule
            As Above

            So Below

            Yet THere is Order
            Far Beyond the Deck of Cards

            As Stars Seemingly Haphazardly
            Placed Above Create tHE ART

            of the Milky Way
            Our Only Home

            As Chaos

            MaGiC Comes to Rule

            Trivia Note For Those Who Believe
            in Astrology and Numerology my Birthdate
            And Full Born on Date Name Makes 0 For the
            Fool Tarot Card At Birth For Free Will Following

            Three 1’s For the Next Three Life Challenges That
            Only Require me to Affirm Whatever i Wanna Do Nothing

            (0,1,1,1)

            Or All

            Nothing
            is Kinda Boring
            And It’s True i’ve
            Excelled at That Too Hehe…

            In English Gematria my Pen
            Name ‘Katie Mia Frederick’ Equals

            The Number 888 Hehe And So Does
            “Donald J Trump” Key Though is J is

            Not His Middle Name…

            It’s All A Numbers
            Game This Chaos
            MaGiC Starting for
            me With an ‘Omen Birthdate’ of 6.6.60

            Anyway to Reiterate Joker’s Wild Trumps

            Ace of
            Spaces..:)

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  2. “Your worst fears can come through at any moment “

    This right here is one sad truth we can’t hide from .

    In all , this piece is a good read to begin a new month .

    Thank you 👍🏾.

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  10. When I home alone or so in my flat. As my flat is the topmost one…I often check on the upper staircase that goes to terrace to check if anyone ain’t hiding up there…😂 Just to be cautious you know!

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